It's set

After many hours of sleepless nights, many talks between Tim and I, many years of pain, and several phone calls later, I have come to a decision.

Since I can't seem to get control of the pain, I have been able to move my ultrasound up to Monday. That's a week and 1/2 earlier than what it was. I will also see my Dr. on Monday (5/14) to discuss the findings of the ultrasound as well as make a final decision on what route I need to go.

However, after much thought, a ton of pain and a great deal of soul searching, I have decided to go ahead with the hysterectomy and bladder repair. I have a few questions/concerns I want to discuss during the second consult. The surgery is set for Tuesday June 12. I am on their cancellation list though in case there is a cancellation between now and then.

Now the fun begins to get everything in order from childcare to college.

All prayers appreciated.