Thursday, February 7, 2008

On the fence...

I'm not real sure what the issue is this week. I feel like I'm just sitting on a fence, teetering back and forth between sanity and insanity. I suppose it could be from any or all of the following factors:
*Stressed about an upcoming Chem Exam on Saturday.
*Battling a migraine all week with little to no relief.
*Kids being cooped up inside after having two snow days.
*Getting 3 whole hours of interrupted sleep per night for the past month.
*Wanting Needing to take a weekend away with just Tim and I and knowing we have nobody willing to take on the kids.
*Knowing that our family vacation plans could possibly be cut short by a week.
*Having a very vivid bad dream and waking up questioning whether it was real or not.
*Knowing the applications for the Nursing Programs are due by the end of the month.
*Afraid I won't make the cut for the Nursing Program at either school.
*Feeling the weight of all household chores on my shoulders without relief.
*Knowing that a shift change for Tim is coming resulting in a loss of income.
*Knowing that the shift change could be only days or up to months away, which could interfere with my college schedule and the nursing programs.
*Knowing that the shift change could be just what I need so that I have help with the kids in the evenings.
*Knowing that the shift change could be just what we need as a couple as well as what the kids need so that they have more than a mere twenty minutes a day with Daddy.
*Knowing that the shift change would allow Daddy to go to the practices and games of the kids' sports, helping me by not having to have three kids at three different locations all at the same time.

I don't know. Maybe those things could be contributing factors to the anxiety and frusterations I feel. Or maybe I really am crazy! Have you ever felt like that before?

Last night dragged on as Jonathon refused to sleep. Just before 4 AM he finally crashed. I crashed at 4:30AM after a long hot shower only to be woke up shortly after 5:00 AM. I'm sure my lack of sleep is only contributing to my ahem attitide. Let's hope I get some decent sleep this weekend. I need it.

Have a great weekend.

1 comment:

Mandy said...

Sounds like a lot of stuff going on...i hope everything works itself out for you.
*Cj goes to WP that is how I knew it was called off Weds. night.*

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