I just returned home a bit ago from my EMT class. I'm really enjoying the entire class and learning many things that have helped me expand the knowledge I already have. I love the field of medicine. There is always something new and usually exciting (in a sick, morbid kind of way) to learn. It definately keeps you on your toes!
Speaking of toes... Have I ever let you in on my fear of feet? Or shall I say, my foot phobia? I have now. You see, when I first started seriously thinking of what I wanted to do with my life, I thought of nursing. The main thing that held me back; however, was my fear of having to touch feet. Mainly, any foot that belonged to someone over the age of, umm, toddler age. You know, like seven. When the tiny little feet with the cute little toes start turning into stinky, smelly feet that have squished through mud pies and dog poo. Okay, so maybe not that extreme but seriously, I
Now, before you start asking me what the heck I was thinking when I signed up to be an EMT, especially if I don't like feet, let me explain. I thought I could slowly get over the whole foot issue. I mean, it's just a foot right? I could use gloves if I ever had to touch someones foot. I mean, at least there will be something between my skin and theirs. A barrier. Gloves. Sounds simple, right? Uh....it's not.
When my instructor told everyone to be sure they washed their feet and came to class on Saturday with clean shoes, socks and feet, I started getting a hint that maybe I wasn't going to have any other option other than to get over my foot phobia immediately. As soon as the words escaped his lips, my sympathetic nervous system shot into overdrive. Suddenly, I felt like a deer in the headlights. Even now, I am asking myself how in the world I am going to start my clinicals off on the right foot when I have a foot phobia. And yes, that was an intended pun. :)
And so, here I am, anxious as can be about having to touch the feet of my fellow classmates! Ack! I feel sick...
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